“your telling me in all those motels you stayed in you never watched HBO, not once?”
i can’t remember if i posted this or not, but my friend was going through my pictures on my phone and told me this made me look extremely smug. it’s the sunglasses.
i am questioning the validity of my feelings because they are always betraying me.
sometimes i relive the same moment in my head over and over and over and right now it’s your face when we got caught. :)
one time i had a sex dream about munch from law and order: svu.
i get crushes on people, and not just in a romantic way… sometimes i’m just like “man, i would friend the fuck out of you.”
i think i’m lonely. :|
the cop wants to come up and visit this week or next.
i am unsure.
this weekend i felt more attractive than i have in an incredibly long time.
i am having to sit on my hands to keep from texting you, i don’t want to seem too eagerrrrrr.
i’m on my way home from philly, and i can’t wait to be in my apartment, in my bed.
this weekend was amazing. i met some of my favorite actors ever (i got to hug zoe! and hug kaylee! the fonz kissed me!). i got to meet other obsessive nerds! it was all amazing and exciting. :)
i met someone at the after party for the con. we ended up spending almost two hours on the bench in the bar talking about our careers (he’s a cop!), our hobbies (we’re both magic nerds) and our favorite shows. our respective groups of friends eventually left us to our own devices.
then we walked around the city talking for another two hours. we talked about former relationships, our families, school, how we ended up where we are in life.
and then we hung out for another three wandering my hotel laughing and talking and finding all these weird places.
it reminded me that maybe i’m not destined to be in the situation i’m in. that i can be charming and funny and silly and approachable.
i think i forgot what it’s like to meet someone, to get to know them in real life. that it’s exciting to explore bits and pieces of people’s personalities to try and make a whole picture of them.
we exchanged numbers, but i’m not sure we’ll keep in contact. but those hours we spent bullshitting about our favorite episodes of the simpson’s and our relationships with our parents and trying to sneak into the pool and getting caught on the roof by a group of teenage girls… definitely going to keep on thinking about that.
pretty sure i just had one of the most hilarious nights of my life. ever.